My most intimate moonstruck man

He said , "I will move out "
and he went away after some days

he left me into an unknown world, friendless....

"and what if..

in his place,comes back a mad man wearing his clothes! wild eyed with poison,he comes to me and asks 'give me food,m hungry! I shall bathe with u,shall sleep in ur arms!'..

the body is familiar,but his breath is unknown,the smell is different! the way he looks at me is unusual,his body..an unknown yet familiar flesh of bear!!

Lying together,content..what if, confused - I grab him by his hairs,off my chest, I ask 'Who are you?'

Least I forget,being locked in love..with him..
that 'my man' is lost!

lurking somewhere in the cold crowded streets!

in some platform,or crouching under a vegetable stall..
my most intimate moonstruck man "....

I have lost him.......